words for thought....

you ever wonder that if for once you could be comfortable in your own skin? not caring what other people think of you? be able to look in the mirror and be satisfied with who are you...

not have a war against yourself. be completely 100% confident. you were made for a purpose. you shouldnt change the real you. no one likes a liar. and if you lie to yourself bout who you really are.... who are you exatly? be yourself. self-confidence is an awesome feeling and it should be taken for granted. live life the way you want.

Lifeline.

i spent my day cleaning. and cleaning and cleaning.
yeah some day.
my kids are so cute. mia decides that she is going to strip naked and dance to icarly.
and damien just wanted to hit things with his baseball bat, like my mirror tiles on my wall.
my two year olds are a trip.
kayla and i finally figured out this whole camping situation. =D
im so excited to go. whats better than hanging out with the best people you know at work. =]
next tuesday wednesday and thursday are going to be AWESOME! =D

dinner was good tonight at least. mozzerella sticks and pizza. lol. and a mountain dew amp.
not exatly a healthy meal now is it. lol

im gonna play some uno on xbox live and then take a shower.
and then possibly fall asleep while listenin to george lopez.

kenny should be back home soon. =]


i miss my monster.

to start...

my name is amanda. im 21 years of age. im sarcastic, blunt and opinionated.


im not your cheap novelty. ill suprise you.



Im a proud mother of 2 year old twins. Damien and Mia. my everything.


mom is the greatest thing i have been called.



they were born feb. 1 2007. my kids mean the world to me and no one can take that away.

my daughter is me in a nutshell ,attitude and all. my son is your average boy who loves his mommy.i remember the day my kids were born and thinking there will never be a moment like this where i will be the luckiest woman in the world to recieve such precious angels.i love my kids with all my heart. and ill do anything for them. ill bend over backwards and walk on hot coals. they are my heart and soul. my reason for breathing.

im the grit under your nails. thats a promise.



im addicted to coke,(thedrink) oreos & peanut butter, & twizzlers.


I do believe in karma. strongly. life throws curve balls at you and sometimes even if you duck you will still get hit. there is no avoiding it.








I currently reside in poconos, pennsylvania. not by choice but whatever...


i live with my mom, my kids, my sister, and my boyfriend ken.& spooky the kitty.


i work at mt. airy casino in the buffet. its cool, i love my job but its gettin to the point where i want it to speed up in buisness. business is bad, very bad.





a lil 411 on lil old me....

• i dislike confusion. i seem to experience that alot. lol


• id rather eat a cheeseburger than skinny myself down with a salad.


• my faith is strong & unbreakable.


• you wont catch me being all girly-like unless i absolutely positively have to.


• I dont know what my haircolor is anymore. i once was a redhead but idk what happened.


• a way to my heart is always a seranade that and maybe a cute smile.


• i was born in the wrong era. i should be an 21 year old in 1992. id fit in better.


• i have reasons for assumptions.


• i lovelovelove degrassi. dont judge me , its not nice =)


• i have 2 tattoos , i want more but that cost greenery.

i have the greatest boyfriend anyone could ask for.charming, handsome, romantic , funny, idealistic, and a sarcastic monkey all rolled into one. and i love him for that. forever and now.


no matter what he has my heart. hes my tiger and im his bella. its that type of feeling where you know that you found your soulmate.

You know he loves you when after all the crap that you seem to put him through, he can still manage to look at you and tell you that everything will be okay. when he randomely texts you just to say that he loves you or misses you, or your my everything. when everything seems to go wrong in your life and all he wants to do is make it all better.

yeah, thats what i call love.







I have some of the best friends that a girl could possibly have.my friends are pretty frickin awesome.
we walk around talking to complete strangers.laugh for absolutely no reason at all.have stupid fights that are over in 10 minutes.we attempt to dance like video girls but fail miserably. lol
have a billion you had to be there moments. gang up on the bitch that has a problem with one.make fun of each other when we walk into stuff.lmao!!! we all act like we are all on crack.and no matter what we are always there for each other , through good times and bad.



dont worry you'll learn more.=]


-amanda